On Writing

hires-300x266_0My first poem, “The Dream,” was published when I was in second grade by the district PTA. Not a big deal but I sure felt cool seeing my poem in the newsletter.

Most of my writing has been technical or business oriented. I’ve authored business plans, feature specifications, tutorials, white papers, and marketing content. I’ve also written numerous technical and business manuals for work that have plots and characterization that would make you blow chunky green vomit (but if you want to learn things like managing Fixed Assets for school districts or the networking protocol of a Boeing 737  networking protocol, vomit can be voided). I’ve finished one novel, “Mandala’s Catalyst” which you can read about here. I have another that is almost finished and two more in the hopper.

I love the super-short story. Taking an idea or concept that I have wrestled with and then painting a picture using a limited number of words is a challenge. They have the symbolism and obscurity of poetry built with the mechanics of a story. Reading them might also make you look at me with a furrowed brow. If so, don’t worry because you won’t be alone. I have some strange ideas.

The power of storytelling is one of humanity’s greatest tools (and, unfortunately, weapons). The sword may defeat the pen in the short run, but ultimately, the pen will emerge the victor. Consider this:

“To know the art of impressing the imagination of crowds is to know at the same time the art of governing them…crowds have always undergone the influence of illusions. Whoever can supply them with illusions is easily their master.” (Le Bon, 1895)

I don’t want to be anyone’s master. I do, however, want to contribute stories that invoke imagination and illusions that encourage self mastery, free thinking, and help us break away from the media that does attempt to govern us. This is why writing offers such deep meaning for me. I find it not only purposeful, but exciting and addictive. I can escape into my imagination for hours on end where I am the creator. I wish I could do it all day long.

Below you can see areas for my Novels, Short Stories, Poetry, Essays, and Children’s Stories.

Novels

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Mandala’s Catalyst

In a world created by evil, rebellion is inevitable.

Amazon.comFor the first sixteen years of his life, Prince Jasper has revered the stranger who saved them from destruction thirty years prior, a man known only as the Guide. But he’s afraid of his buried thoughts and burning questions. Have his parents and the Guide lied to him? When his first love is sacrificed under the guise of honor and tradition, his eyes start opening to the horrible truth. He voices his concerns and is instantly shunned by everyone he loves.

Jasper’s fall from grace is swift. His life is threatened and he is rescued by a small group of outlaws who introduce him to swords, sorcery, and dark secrets about the Guide. His parents, friends, and the entire kingdom have been beguiled by cunning lies. Now, hunted and despised by the people he struggles to save, Jasper joins the Resistance to fight an underground war against the dark powers that shroud his nation in ignorance.

Short Stories

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A Tale of Two Trees

September 9, 2002

This is a short story that I intended to be a children’s picture book. Two trees search for happiness and meaning as their lives follow different paths. Competition, compassion, and At the end of the story, I have provided information behind the self esteem and parenting philosophies that I used in the plot and character development.

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An End to Despair

June 11, 2006

What happens when a terrorist of the future is depressed because his career isn’t progressing as he hoped?

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Dream Carnage

January 24, 2014

What cost do we pay for childhood expectations, hopes, dreams that change and evolve as we grow? This story, based on a dream, offers some insight.

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I was Jesus

September 8, 2002

A man struggles with the realization that as a human being, he is capable of both beautiful and horrific acts.

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My Friend, Satan

September 5, 2001

A man fails in his search for content and meaning until he confronts his demons.

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Roxanne Tarnished

December 15, 2004

A decent man snaps when he catches his wife cheating on him.

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Sleek Black Train

August 3, 2004

Have you ever been hit by a train? My guess is, Yes. It can be brutal and life changing. I wrote this after one of my own train wrecks.

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Slumber

November 19, 2014

I’ve always been intrigued with this quote by Friedrich Nietzsche: “What we experience in dreams — assuming that we experience it often — belongs in the end just as much to the over-all economy of our soul as anything experienced…” I made me wonder, If somebody dreamed a full, vivid lifetime in one night, how would it change them?

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The Curse

July 25, 2009

A young child struggles with depression and the impact it has on everyone around him. The desperate villagers take him to a wise sage to ask for relief from the darkness.

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The Honest Cheater

February 22, 2011

This happened to me, exactly as it is written.

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The Mourning

August 11, 2008

It can be so easy to judge the cultures and beliefs of others as barbaric or ignorant. So I tried to come up with one of the most repulsive things I could think of and make it cherished.

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The Pirates Slave

June 7, 2011

A few minutes with an alcoholic mother and her daughter.

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The Prostitute

September 8, 2002

pros·ti·tute
a person who willingly uses his or her talent or ability in a base and unworthy way, usually for money. to sell or offer (oneself) as a prostitute. to put to any base or unworthy use: to prostitute one’s talents. How often are you a prostitute?

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The Sexual Dysfunctions of Planet Zeronius

November 22, 2014

One night while lamenting my stack of rejections from contests, agents, and publishers, I had a thought. What if a struggling, unknown writer was notified they had won an inter-galactic writing contest?

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Vengeance of the Tainted

October 22, 2010

The story is fantasy, dark, and tells about how a good man became a terrifying beast.

Poetry

Boring Haiku

This poem is why I struggle. It tells why I get depressed, can be lazy, and so frequently procrastinate. It is also the reason I haven’t accomplished more of my goals and dreams.


The Search for God

I could write 30 pages about how my religious philosophy shifted from devout Mormon to agnostic. Instead I will encrypt it in the following eleven lines.


The Writer’s Creed

This is a result of my search for meaning. It is who I am. Who I strive to be.


Essays

Her

“Her” was directed and written by Spike Jonze and stars Joaquin Phoenix and Scarlett Johansson. I give it 5 golden nuggets (of five). It set my brain on fire with ideas, something I did not expect.


My Crucible

I wrote this many years ago during one of the more dark times of my life. It was difficult and took several more years of searching, but this exploration helped me find the purpose and meaning I craved. Life is much better now.


Triple Entry Accounting

This was my Masters thesis, an argument against using traditional financial statements for predicting future revenue. If we drove cars like we use financial statements, we would drive down the road by looking out the back window.


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Although I know I can never escape prejudice, I try desperately to manage it. I don’t consider myself a racists or a bigot, yet while playing a computer game I realized how easy I can become hostile and judgmental.


Zen Photography in 10 Steps

This article is a blend of my photography philosophy embedded with several quick tips on how to take better pictures.


Children’s Stories

Am I Sleeping Again?

This is one of the first stories I wrote. I like the idea of the story and I keep thinking I should rewrite it. It’s not well written but could be a series of short stories. Kids seem to like it.


No TV for Susan

One Halloween everyone in the family wrote a scary story, this was mine. It’s poorly written. My kids wrote better stories than I did, I should have posted theirs.


Rudolf

A Christmas story for my kids. It’s a decent story though, if you like cheesy feel-good stories that play on your emotions.


The Cavern Holiday Nightmare

This is one of the first stories I ever wrote. I wrote it for my kids and it isn’t well written but they still liked it (but I think they are the only ones). I should delete it rather than embarrass myself.